December 2011
Wow, what a feeling when you look over your old love letters and birthday cards from a past significant other. Ouch, my heart.
I’ve been watching porn all night long.
“I suppose it’s comfort, perhaps a sense of self-control, doing worse things to...”
– Chuck Palahniuk
“How far back must we go to discover the beginning of trouble?”
– Philip Roth
“For alarmingly large chunks of an average day, I am a moron.”
– Nick Hornby
“If you’ve never eaten while crying you don t know what life tastes like.”
– Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
“My kids are starting to notice I’m a little different from the other dads....”
– Tom Waits
Fuck sleep.
“I feel as if I am at a dead end and so I am finished. All spiritual facts I...”
– ALLEN GINSBERG (via decayedintelligence
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“The shortness of life, I keep saying, makes everything seem pointless when I...”
– Prozac Nation by Elizabeth Wurtzel (via thechocolatebrigade
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“And I want to be held down. I don’t know what to do with the horrifying freedom...”
– Clarice Lispector (via misswallflower
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“He had learned the worst lesson that life can teach - that it makes no sense.”
– Philip Roth - extract from “American Patoral” (via myfuckingthinktank
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I love eating in the middle of the night.
Piquerism
Piquerism or picquerism (from the French piquer - “to prick”) is a paraphilia and form of sadomasochism in which one finds sexual gratification through penetration of another person, most commonly by stabbing or cutting the body with sharp objects. The most frequently targeted areas of the body are the breasts, buttocks, or groin.
“Perhaps love is the process of gently leading you back to yourself.”
– Antoine de Saint-Exupery
“That’s pretty much how we get through our own lives, watching television....”
– Choke (Chuck Palahniuk)
Nothing stable, nothing patient here.
“Don’t expect to get anything back, don’t expect recognition for your efforts,...”
– Paulo Coelho (via stellablu
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“Should I kill myself or have a cup of coffee?”
– Albert Camus (via myunreliablejournal
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I do not celebrate Christmas, nor do I celebrate much of anything because I am unable to see what is worthy of celebrating when there is so much ugliness and sadness everywhere.
“I am one of the most irresponsible beings that ever lived. Irresponsibility is...”
– Ralph Waldo Ellison
Friday night, oh how I loathe thee.
“A wrongdoer is often a man who has left something undone, not always one who has...”
– Marcus Aurelius
“Sex” is as important as eating or drinking and we ought to allow the one...”
– -Marquis de Sade (via azgoroth
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Confessions
I don’t feel that I am fully developed as a human being. I am not a real adult. I feel that I live like a coward.
Thank you kindly
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Existential nihilism:
Existential nihilism is the belief that life has no intrinsic meaning or value. With respect to the universe, existential nihilism posits that a single human or even the entire human species is insignificant, without purpose and unlikely to change in the totality of existence.
My insomnia is worse than your insomnia.